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Friday, January 5, 2007
I've been listening to the 'Trainspotting' soundtrack a lot lately. No big surprise really i've been listening to it continuously for the past 10 years of my life. I like that i never seem to get bored of it. I LOVE Ewan McGregor in his role as Mark Renton he's a perfect mix of junkie and hero, he truly is hilarious in a strange dark comedic way. I think of this film, and listen to this soundtrack and think of so many different feelings associated with it. It's strange how songs and moving images can take you to different points in your life, but it is intriguing and in a way comforting how the human mind works. I keep hearing 'Perfect Day' by Lou Reed and wanting to curl up in a ball with Liam in my lap, looking out through the glass room at the wet pavement. The rain is pouring and we are content, almost like we're in a trance. Fremantle is a strange place it's has so many strange memories.
I LOVE that people are all so different dancing through life to their very own beat. The thumpa thumpa keeps going on and on but everyone dances differently, everyone moves in their own way. 'Lust For Life' by Iggy Pop jolts around in my head like a revolution of independence and freedom, I remember dancing to a beat that's still familiar to me now.
I love winter, I love the atmosphere, feeling so replenished.
Rain makes me glad and rain makes me want to sing and dance.
Macey said to me this morning "Chloe is it just me or am i shrinking, i think my hands and feet are too small."
I laughed
LOTS
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
3:03AM
I think I have something of substance to speak about.
I recently experienced one of the best days of my life and I have God to thank for it. The Melbourne trip i just came back from was both incredibly exciting and incredibly daunting at first because well my father lives in Melbourne and I love my friends. My father was someone i didn't know anymore and hadn’t spoken to for almost a year. I had seen him twice in 6 years one time of which was for an hour so the concept of thinking hmm I’m going to be in the same state as this man was well, lets just say it sucked. I wasn’t originally going to tell him that I was going over there but eventually he found out and I got an e-mail asking if I would like to catch up. We worked out a day and left it at that. He’d said he’d give me a call closer to the date. I waited and waited and waited. It was the day before and I hadn’t heard from him so I gave him a call. He didn’t answer and in a way I was kind of relieved. As the day went by I started to think I wasn’t going to get a call back, maybe he forgot. But then he called and I shook like a leaf, I was a bundle of nerves and mess and it was bad. That night I realised the only way I was going to get through this was if I forgave him, if I actually forgave this man, this stranger. Now I’ve forgiven people before in my life but damn this one phew this one seemed impossible to forgive like I just could not see that Happening EVER. Anyway the next day I got up about two hours before I had to that morning had a shower got dressed and sat on the couch with the curtains closed no lights, I mean sad really tragic quite a pathetic image really sitting on the couch in a foreign state in a gloomy, dimly lit lounge room/kitchen thinking I’m so not going to get through today God please, please give me strength. At that point I got up and walked out onto our balcony which had a nice view of the solid brick wall next to us and paced back and forth for ages. Eventually I thought you know what Chloe you should have a chat with God DUH it’s as easy as that jeez you’re alone he’s there he’s always there the answer was simple so I got out God voice and started to have a bit of a chat eventually it got pretty deep you know me and God woooooo we are we got a talking and I ended up in tears on the balcony 6 stories up in Melbourne I was like ohhh man come on Chloe you have got to be kidding me you big fat wuss. When I was done and finished my chat I was pretty much filled with this awesome sense of forgiveness and love and warmth and so much anticipation like I wanted to see my father then and there and just run into his arms like a little girl. Pathetic I know i know don’t think I don’t know. Anyway I went back to my gloomy couch sat there a little longer this time glowing and full of anticipation and then I got a message from my father saying I’m outside your hotel in the first café on your right. I jumped up ran out the door and to the elevators, yeah they were out of order I was like come on God I’ve been patient are you serious I still have to learn patience fine ok, ok I’ll take the stairs. When I walked out the apartments I turned to my right and my dad was staring straight at me with a huge smile on his face he walked up to me wrapped his arms around me and held me for what felt like forever and then he pulled away and just stared for a bit and eventually said wow you look absolutely beautiful. I as many of you probably cannot imagine was speechless I had nothing to say I was in awe and just so happy. I went on to experience 6 of the happiest hours of my life with my father. I had a great day, a day of peace and forgiveness. It was truly remarkable it was like all else was forgotten, the past was no longer there and all I had left was that moment those precious moments. And let me tell you every bit of that day was only possible because of God. My heart was in the perfect place and my head just followed. Since then I’ve been thinking all I had to do was ask that’s it, all you guys ever have to do is ask talk to him love him and he will do everything in his power to make you happy as long as you let him.
We have to remember sometimes that no matter how much we want something God may have other plans for us he may be going are I see that you want that but you don’t see what’s around the corner I can see that you’ll want that more that’s worth waiting for. Like all of you I asked God for guidance he lead me here to all of you wonderful people many of whom I’m still getting to know.
So ask and you shall receive
Love and you shall be loved
Peace
(Yes i realise bad grammar, bad spelling i was in a rush :) )
Current mood:  content Current music: Snow Patrol - Set The Fire to the third Bar
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Babies:
-Sara is having a baby girl, and she's calling it Charlotte so it can be called Charlie for short :)
-My cousin and his partner just had a baby girl as well. Jeez that is like two baby wogs added to the family tree in two months STOP BREEDING!!!!!
Piercings:
-I got pierced this morning oh yeah :)
-Emma, Rach and I braved the needles this morning and got extra metal added to our bodies. That didn't sound as good as it did in my head :/ gllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!!!
Rock and Roll:
-Ok so i say Rock and Roll, what i really mean is GOING TO SEE GRUNGE GODS PEARL JAM ON SATURDAY NIGHT WITH THE BEAUTIFUL, THE LOVELY EZZIE!!!!!!
-OHMYGOODGOODGOODNESS!!!!! I just can't contain myself.
All in all WOOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!
Also Em's birthday Friday :) and going to see Weave woooopooow, and and and and MELBOURNE 6:00AM Monday morgan :)
Life is sweet :)
Although the three killer work shifts in between it all SUCKS!!!!
fun fun fun
:)
Current mood:  amused Current music: Pearl Jam - State of Love and Trust
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
7:51AM
AWESOME STUFF!!!
-Chocolate shakes :)
-Handing in our film "Irreplaceable"
-The new awesome Lano and Woodley dvd "Goodbye" :) 'tear'
-Laughter
-People coming home
-Ferg
-Live
-The Matrix
-Contentment
-Emma
-Phone calls from people i haven't heard from in a while
-Photo's "HOLY CRAP WE KILLED OUR DRUMMER" he he he
-Warmth
-Melbourne soon
-Liam
-Giving blood soon (fingers crossed KEAH :)
-E-mail
-Adam
-Cold Showers
-Love
"Everytime I see your face it's like Heaven opens up her gates and I fall behind, I just close my eyes"
"I just close my eyes"
Current mood: amused Current music: Everytime I see your Face - Live
Friday, November 10, 2006
11:34AM
Two interesting things:
Earl Grey tea is an anti-depressant
“Depression is an insight into a world without ulterior meaning. It’s a knowing-better…… Properly used it’s dazzlingly creative. It’s only drawback is the torture – mental and physical – that it inflicts on those who host it.”
Samuel Beckett
And now back to uni work.
Current mood:  working
Friday, November 3, 2006
12:20AM
"Happy are those who know not the taste of evil"
Sophocles
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
9:56AM
To whom it may concern
Why?
Why does she look at him?
Why does he want him and she want to take him away?
Why did he die?
Why does she drink until she forfeits her freedom of speech?
Why does he get to stay young forever?
Why do they scare her when they utter the word ‘stunning’?
Why does she not realise the child within her yearns for her and all of her?
Why do they cry?
Why does he tease her?
Why does she have to age?
Why are decisions so hard to make?
Why did he make her weep into her pillow?
Why did she have to die?
Why is it possible to be so close to someone yet so ridiculously far away from them?
Why does the pain flow so vividly?
Why are they ridiculed?
Why did she have to get sick?
Why is he so frightening?
Why can she feel God with her, yet feel as though he is a stranger?
Why are they screaming, beating, wailing, sobbing and knocking at her door?
To whom it may concern
This merry go round isn’t as fun as we thought
Someone tell the merry go round operator to please stop this ride.
Please before it gets any worse.
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Ok so hippies are great and all i mean i do love them relly.
And i guess that really in my job it's a requirement to love hippies it really is.
And like I said lovely people, really, truely and honestly lovely people.
Interesting people.
But really what i'm trying to say is, I guess
Is that, well..............
I guess I just don't really appreciate an armpit full of hair in my face when they reach above me to get water glasses.
Now it may just be me but i'm sure others would also not appreciate a beautifully cooked and presented meal
with a couple of perfectly positioned armpit hairs on the top.
Hey maybe it's just me
I'm sure it's just me
It's clearly just me
It has to be just me
It's me.
Current mood: amused
Monday, September 25, 2006
11:06AM
To all of the lovely peeps who have been trying to contact me in the past couple of days and haven't been able to i apologise. i'm seriously ill. So ill infact that i wasn't even at work yesterday yep thats right i had to call in sick, call in sick i have never done that before :( My limbs are all ached up and my head is thumping, whilst my throat is on fire and my ears are PAIN!!!! I'm one big frelling ball of pain and i can't hear a thing or speak a word so give me some time and i promise i'll get back to all 58,0000000 of you.
hope you all enjoy your week more than me.
Current mood:  sore
Saturday, September 16, 2006
5:57PM
i was ambushed
AMBUSHED I TELL YOU!!!!
4 men, flour, milk, water, muffin mix and meringue!!!!
:( i'm all freaking sticky :(
AMBUSHED
Current mood:  sleepy
Sunday, September 10, 2006
5:47PM
In the past ten days i have:
. Seen LANO AND WOODLEY!!!! Twas certainly a night to RE-MEMBER!!!
. Seen ESKIMO JOE!!! Awessome!!!
. Been calling Sara's bub peanut because that's the size of it
. Been frustrated and furious
. Cooked scrambled eggs for Emmy
. Spent some lovely time with Anna
. Watched most of season 3 Farscape
. Seen my mother be CONSUMED by Farscape :)
. Been asked to model for a small boutique in Applecross this Friday night at a fashion parade WEIRD!!!
. Been sick
. Spent some lovely time with Gemma
. Been sad
. Had a Fight with my Boss
. Watch my boss threaten a small child
. Spend some lovely time with Emma
. Start a battle with the mercahnt across the street where every couple of weeks we will verse them at q-zar games with tipping money :)
. See my cafe be soooooo damn full i was contemplating a gun and mass murder
. Filmed a lot of our first short film
. Drunk numerous amounts of coffee
. Spend lovely times with Daz
. Eat lots of ice-cream
. Be extremely tired
needed but never wanted
wanted but never needed
CONGRATULATIONS TO RACHEL WHO HAS FINALLY LEFT THE MERCHANT AND IS ABOUT TO EMBARK ON ANOTHER CRAZY ADVENTURE!!!
Thursday, August 31, 2006
6:39PM
WOW hey y'all
i haven't lj'd for e-ons and when i say e-ons i mean about a month or so!!!! phew damn arwelllllllll here goes.
So the last month well i don't think i've ever had a month like my last month ever before ever ever ever before in my life. so in dotty pointttties
1. I booked melbourne tickets AWESOME
2. I've been spending lots of time with a friend who's 17 and managed to get herself pregnant. She's young and the father is in no way willing to take responsibility so prayers would be great for her. Also she wants me in the delivery room :/ can chloe do it again????? i guess i'll have to :) not that i mind i mean "hey God i'm starting to get children and labor and birth scary DO NOT DO IT" yes i understand, jeez i haven't even been kissed and i'm terrified enough :) i love how life works.
3. I've been a bit sick over the past week i guess just letting it all pile up coz uni is starting to alsop be a bit of a killer:( i had an editting assignment, radio desktest, start shooting short film and monologue in the past four days DAMN AND I MEAN DAMN!!!!
4. Ferg and i managed to catch Damo in a very Austin Powers moment the other day when he was stuck in the corridors at the media building in a mini forklift going back and forth ABSOLUTELY HILARIOUS!!!!!
5. I've managed to get soooo much damn crap from people all week for wearing these bottle green trackies i love to uni because apparently i'm a bum :) also funny BUT I WAS IN THE MOOD FOR BOTTLE GREEN TRACKIES GIVE ME A BREAK.
6. Liam is wonderful an i love him i don't think he goes a day without kissing me goodbye and telling me he loves me and the other day he told me i was his best friend awwwwwwwwww bless.
7. I'm starting to realize how many friends i have i mean seriously INSANE!!!!!! sooo many it's incredible i have like strands - highschool - church - uni etc wow it's insane i need to do some serious time sharing because there are many a person i haven't seen for awhile and do indeed miss. Like Lauralee baby i must see your pretty face and listen to your awesome awe inspiring words!!!! :) Sproutus damn girl it's been WAY TOOOOOOOOO LONG i need my awesome doze of craziness and i need it now :) although Eskimo Joe next week WOOOOOOOOOOP!!!!! Seandog your gentle nature is addictive and yes some wise words coming from your way would also be SWEET :) Ness my girl I MUST SPEAK TO YOU AND ANNA FOR LIKE 24 HOURS PURELY ON FARSCAPE :) Daz my boy we better have that coffee soon :) EZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ well i'm sure you understand a life without Ez is not worth living:) so you get the point yes :)
8. LANO AND WOODLEY NEXT WEDNESDAY OMYGOODNESS I AM FREAKIN EXCITED I'M GOING TO 3 SHOWS BUT FEEL I MUST ATTEND MORE I'M ALMOST SALIVATING AT THE MOUTH!!!!!
9. many a hangout with emmy is always bloody brilliant and they have been happening many a time :)
10. I've also been overdosing on Pearl Jam, Soundgarden, The Mavis's, Pet Shop Boys, Placebo, Jeff Buckley and The Automatic lately :) My soul is truely at peace :) he he he
Anyways i think that's about enough for now
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
tatatatatata
"In your house i long to be
Room by room patiently
I'll wait for you there like a stone
I'll wait for you there alone"
Current mood: content Current music: Like A Stone by Audioslave
Sunday, July 30, 2006
4:39PM
This is a journal right? yes. so therefore i will treat it as a journal. therefore meaning i do not really care if people are viewing or not because at this point.......well.....lets just say i don't care.
my mouth hurts.
my glands are swollen.
my head is thumping and has been for a week.
my back is completely shit, it does not work in the slightest.
my eyes ache.
my ears are inflamed and ouch.
my limbs and body just want to fall into a heap so i won't have to keep on going.
i hate males. all of them.
It feels like all men want to freak me out, make me feel uncomfortable and force me to be anything but myself. like its a sin to be me. i hate males. i feel as though my heart has been ripped out of my chest, through the ribcage. smashed into a blender. blended. served in a tall glass on the rocks with a huge stick of celery. just like a bloody mary.
i do realize i'm making quite a generalization here with males but it seems like at this point my body is putting up self defense mode so forgive me but it's how i feel.
i really don't want to see quite a few of the people i seem to invite so flippantly into my life, so therefore will hibernate as best as i can for a while.
i don't cry, i DO NOT cry.
why in the past three or so months do i cry? i don't want to, i hate it. i hate everything. i don't hate a thing, i don't hate things ever. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
i think uni and Fergus = good
things are going to be good this week........
uni + Fergus + hibernation = good
i hope....
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
6:00PM
Hey Anna check it............
"The heart may freeze or it can burn
The pain will ease if I can learn
There is no future, there is no past
I live this moment as my last
There's only us, there's only this
Forget regret, or life is yours to miss
No other road, no other way
No day but today
There's only us, only tonight
We must let go to know what's right
No other course, no other way
No day but today
I can't control
My destiny
I trust my soul
My only goal is just to be
There's only now
There's only here
Give in to love
Or live in fear
No other path
No other way"
RENT is AWESOME i highly recommend it to one and all!!!
It was and i guess still is my brothers birthday today and it has been good. He's working on a new painting and it's quite awesome, it's very abstract and has playing cards risen on the canvas along with music notes and vibes smeared all over the thickly applied and also risen paint. It has a young man sitting under a tree with his arms engulfing a bass guitar and seeming very at peace. i like.
My father didn't call or even send a card......
This isn't surprising for me but just kind of disappointing i guess.
Supposedly he's in Tasmania and when he arrives back in Melbourne he's getting a divorce and moving out. i have no idea where. I heard this through the grape vine, in actual fact i haven't spoken to him since February. i know, i just know i'm going to loose contact.
shit
Uni is AWESOME I can't wait to start touching cameras and spending countless hours in the studios. We have to make two short films this semester, create a photo portfolio, perform pieces from several plays including Waiting for Godot by Samuel Beckett, Othello by William Shakespeare, Cloud 9 by Caryl Churchill and Antigone by Sophocles. DAMN MY BOOKLIST IS GOING TO PUT A HOLE IN MY BANK ACCOUNT :( and i haven't paid any school fees for a while CRAPOLA! i tell ya paying for everything in my life kind of blows but it's all good everything SHOULD ALWAYS be good coz it's more interesting. i have no idea yet again what i'm saying.........
I can not wait to see Ferg, i've been missing him for long enough.
"I didn't recognize you without the handcuffs"
Current mood:  blah Current music: Rent Soundtrack
Sunday, July 23, 2006
10:50PM
Well Well Well i havn't, as you crazy kidz call it, lj'd for a whole week my goodness gracious indian Moses.
All in all highlights have been
Seeing Ness the jaded Colombian drug Lord be seduced by a pack of blood thirsty redneck Aussies just dying to show her some ALCOHOL INFESTED OOOOOOOZING SKIN!!!
AMAZING GRACE - Jeff Buckley doco which not only inspired me to buy the live at L'Olympia CD today but also to slobber over Chris Cornell and REFUSE TO BOW DOWN AND WORSHIP BRADLEY THE MONGOLIAN SHEEP BREEDER in front of a cinema of thousands, it so had started before we sat down YOU BOW DOWN!!!!
Convincing Stefan the German Pro marble maker extraodinaire to view AMAZING GRACE TODAY YAY!!!
i rule.
Convincing Liam the tangy yet robust fruit whore that he indeed will need not only one but two Vasectomies
Discovering at Amps that i have yet again ANOTHER FRICKIN PORCO COUSIN by the name of Anthony Faria, we traced back cousins and aunties and uncles and yes we are FRICKIN RELATED coz THEY ARE THE FRICKIN SAME!!! I SWEAR NEXT CHANCE I GET I'M CUTTING SOME BRANCHES IN MY FAMILY TREE COZ QUITE FRANKLY THERE IS A FRICKIN SHITELOAD, A FRICKIN SHITELOAD I MEAN THIS TREE IS BILLIONS OF YEARS OLD AND DAMN IF THERES ONE THING PORCOS KNOW HOW TO DO IT'S BREED. BREED LIKE RABBITS IN HEAT DAMMIT that and eat.
Listening to my phone continually remind my of Queen Keah of pink plastic dog chain land's birthday and not actually registering that it is in fact KEAH'S FRICKEN BIRTHDAY go figure
Watching Emma the lovely ghost cats bottom of China continually tell me to stop drinking her minerals and start drinking her blood
And being BITEN by none other than Sean the sick twisted gerbil of krusty brulae.
WOOOOOOOO PHEW that my dears was a mouthful.
i truely do believe in those beaver tranquilizer's i truely do.
Current mood: amused Current music: Mojo Pin - Jeff Buckley
Monday, July 17, 2006
4:53PM
OK so here it all is..............
Once upon a time there lived an eggplant loving, Portuguese, kitchen wench who dreamed of making kitchen musicals that consisted of Pro German marble makers and Australian acrobats. She was at work one fine morning in the land of roasting flesh with passion and happened to come across a huge pile of steaming, blood shot, drunk and indisposed human. She soon realised this heap consisted of her manager Dave and two co-workers Sarah and Danielle. She picked them up dusted their bottoms lightly and made them the best breakfast they had eaten all morning. mmmhhhhmmmmmmm they all groaned in both satisfaction and pain, you see the three of them really did need a Z or two. gllllllllllllllllllllllll. Any way so they all ate and rolled of home to bed leaving me and Stefan (the German pro marble maker, who's wife is having a baby in September that's his first child and he's so very excited) alone to face the day ahead.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
we both screamed as we got slammed harder than a heroin addicted teen in the circus AND THEN calm like a soft sea after a storm. twas quite lovely and quite thought provoking and therefore gave me sometime to think about many a thing and send many a lovely message to peeps. I think life is truely awesome and i think, after much conversation with Emmy that anything worth having is supposed to be difficult and supposed to be hard because when we get whatever it is that we yearn for it is soooooooo worth it. I sent a message to my Papa to see how he was, to see if he's still FRICKEN ALIVE!!!! no response but guess what? if i'm to at least attempt to rebuild something that may resemble a relationship with him, it's a start and i'm hoping it will be worth it in the end :) everything is so happy i'm so very tired and dead but so deliriously happy it's weird. i was totally happy yesterday too, to the point of hysteria in fact he he he I LOVE LIFE!!!!
so much in fact that i am going to go forth and attempt to write out just what you all mean to me and how you all touch my heart in such a way i must get a pacemaker to keep my heart rate down :)
Laura: My good, great, wonderful old friend from whom many of the other friendships i have with peeps branch from. You are truely a strong, independent beautiful young woman who will not let a single thing stand in your way. I will admire and love you always, you have a special piece of my heart, always. DON'T YOU EVER DAMN FORGET IT!!! :)
Emma: You truely are an inspiration and the best role model of all time. i don't think you quite understand just how much i look up to you and how much you have affected my life and my relationship with God. You have started the beginning of something that will affect me for the rest of my life and for that i am eternally grateful. love you :)
Sprout: You my dear are an absolute gem and there is simply no other like you. Hilarious fun is your middle name and i can't not smile when i'm around you no matter what mood i'm in :) But along with the humour comes a wise and informative friend who is genuinely caring and concerned 24-7 :) AMAZING.
Fergus: Words i don't think could possibly ever describe exactly what it is that you mean to me. you are so very caring and loving towards those who matter most to you and will defend them to the grave and i love that quality in you so much. You are loyal and trustworthy and truely a person who can and always does put others before himself. I can not wait to start making movies with you :)
Rachel: You are so honest and unafraid of telling people exactly what it is that you think of them. You are so bold, brave and courageous and it's because of this that i admire you so. it's an absolute joy being your friend because i know that inevitably with you i get total truth and reliability. plus tea and honey is totally an awesome idea :)
Sean: Must you continually have something valid to say? :) it amazes me the amount of information you keep locked up within you and slowly leak out the more i get to know you. it's NEVER a dull ride :) You are such a gorgeous man of God, within you is such a sense of strength and certainty that it's impossible not to believe whatever it is you say. thankyou for weighing up the odds and weighing out the evens :)
Anna: You sweet, caring, selfless being you. Always concerned with the well being of others. You have taken me in and entertained me with your awesome kindness and generosity time and time again and i thank you for that. Hanging out with you is something that every human being on this earth should truely get to experience, unfortunately for them that's impossible, i guess i'm one of the lucky ones :)
Ez: My tea guru!!! if fluffy white clouds could resemble the sweetness of your nature i would constantly be surrounded by fluffy white cloud cover. You ALWAYS think of others, and when i say ALWAYS i mean ALWAYS!!!! never has there been a day when i've looked at your pretty face and seen a hint of selfishness, it just is not a part of your nature, no way no how never. you are truely a precious and irreplaceble being of warmth. :)
Daz: WOOPOW!!! Dude you make me laugh anymore and i'm going to burst!!! i don't think i've ever not laughed around you talk about constantly in the best mood ever, you are a FANTASTIC personality to be around constantly, always and forever :) I don't actually think it's physically possible for anyone who meets you to frown, it's just not. You are the most welcoming person ever :)
Keah: I can't believe the simalarities you and i share it's uncanny and i thoroughly enjoy getting to know you more and more each time i see your wonderful face. You are such a well adjusted, level headed, strong and passionate woman that just being around you is an inspiration in itself. :) YOU ARE AWESOME!!!
Owen: You my dear are a dag, a wonderful dag, an awesomely funky wonderful dag :) you are so funny because you are so foreward and straight to the point and then act as if it's so simple to understand which in most cases it is and i love that. You take no crap and don't expect others to either and therefore are not bogged down and enjoy life which is truely important and i totally admire you for that.
Duck: You are just go go go constantly on the move and so very lovely to be around when i do actually get to see you :) You are focused and balanced in a lot of what you do and this makes for pretty awesome qualities in a person so you should be proud and relish in the thought of certainty instead of the land of limbo :)
Matt: he he he matty you are so funny it's like your brain and your mouth don't quite match up and what your saying in your head doesn't quite translate a lot of the time. Which makes time spent with you very entertaining and extraordinarily fun. You are always up for a good time, stay happy and your life will be so rich and full it's going to be awesome :)
Ness: Beautiful girl talk about HILARIOUS TIMES SPENT WITH YOU!!! ha no one and i mean no one should ever let your size fool them because you are a little bundle of sweet sweet AMAZING AWESOME FABULOUS FANTASTIC LOVE!!! Seriously, you should constantly have a sign around your neck saying "approach at your own risk" because as soon as you have you are gone, you my dear are like a drug and it's impossible to get enough :)
Brad: BRADLEY....... well i have absolutely no idea...... :) You frustrate me to the Point of no end and then smile and every annoyed vein in my body unravels and has to relax grrrrrrr. To me you are like a lost boy who must continually analyse whether or not to leave the tree house and move away from Neverland. i hope that one day when you actually make a decision of whether or not to stay i'll be there watching closely and getting to see that confused thought provoked face turn into that sweet smile. Sweetpea you are more special than you will allow yourself to know, why don't you take some of your own advice and grow and bloom just as God intended.
xox
Life is beautiful
You are all beautiful
Situations are beautiful inevitably and the processes in which we take to get through another day are so fullfilling and enriching.
i believe in growth and healing and i believe that as a family in the name of God growing and healing together as one is more important and more BEAUTIFUL than anyone could ever possibly imagine.
Oh yeah life is good.
Current mood:  accomplished Current music: Hallelujah by Jeff Buckley
Saturday, July 15, 2006
4:30PM
Ohhhhhhhhhhhh man seriously i think by the end of my life i will be one big HUGE FRIKIN BURN!!!!!! i burnt my arm yet again at work and now it's blistering grrrrrrrrrr angry angry angry i haven't had a beauty like this for a little while but now it's back and my flesh is cooking. I AM BURNING FREAKIN FLESH grrrrrrrrrrrrr. It's ridiculous completely ridiculous there are four settings on the damn thing 1,2,3 or 4 THATS IT THAT'S ALL THERE ISN'T ANYMORE!!!! the heat just keeps on rising and cooking in it is the biggest bitch of all time it burns EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING INCLUDING ME!!!! i have officially named it from now on it is to be called killer........ quite fitting i do believe. ARGHHHHHHH!!!!
it's ok, ok not angry i'm fine.
Sunshines and lollypops and guns and knives and just joking
good times beautiful people good times.
OH AND I DO BELIEVE MISS ANNA THAT YOU PROMISED ME A LIVE JOURNAL ENTRY!!!!! I SEE NO LIVE JOURNAL ENTRY!!!!! CHOP CHOP KAPISH????
:)
Current mood: blah Current music: Hate This Place by Goo Goo Dolls
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
10:33PM
i am running on empty.....
urghhhhhhh work is killing me
cutting staff therefore means working longer hours with less people blahhhhhh
I HATE CLOSING
:)
other than that i can't wait to get photo booth FOT TOTS with emmy tom it's sooo exciting i've never had photo booth FOT TOTS before it's going to be awesome.
Anna's beautiful parents bought me and emmy FIFTY DOLLAR GIFT VOUCHERS for helping out at her Dad's 60th party Saturday night FIFTY BUX!!! Lordy Lordy Lordy i couldn't believe it, it was totally not nessasary i feel soooo spoilt and am so privillaged to know such caring and giving people :) i love........ i just love :)
i bought Pirates of the Caribean underwear the other day i feel totally tough :) no not really just silly i guess and i can't believe i just told you all that..... actually on second thoughts i totally can.
Earl grey and baci chocolates are the ABSOLUTE best things ever
i am in love with the freo Merchant and vote we go there a whole hell of a lot more
did you know they are open until 12 every friday and Saturday yeah thats right take that into your back face!!!!
i'm kinda tired now which is a little sucky so i'm off to bed so i can have some decent sleep to re-energise for my big day of photoboothing adventures :)
yay ohhhhhhhhh and we must all have an absolutely humugous partay for ferg of some sort as soon as he gets back, i miss him soooooooo much like i'm really surprised at how much. he is the most selfless most beautiful most perfect human ever :( bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sob sob I WANT HIM HOME AND I WANT TO BE HAVING AWESOME ADVENTURES AND AWESOME CHATS AND AWESOME LAUGHING TIMES I LOVE YOU FERGY COME HOME SAFE OR DIE!!!!
Current mood:  crazy Current music: Song to Say Goodbye - Placebo
Sunday, July 9, 2006
10:49PM
I killed it, killed it dead, royally screwed it up, so far up that i can't even see the sky. I'm going back to avoidance, not approaching those who don't want to be approached is probably a good idea. I happen to let my portugueseness get the better of me and therefore become loud, abrupt and confronting this is bad, really bad and very annoying for many i therefore am officially shutting up. silence. shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i'm sorry.
I'm moving back home tommorrow so i guess this journey is over.
Fin.
Current mood:  crushed
Friday, July 7, 2006
12:52AM
well well well as we say in the land of chloe WHFXDEASJTF;NMVFAEWWM!!!!!
Now that thats out of the way. i am tired i just finished a closing shift and now realise why i don't do them :) i know i know all of you beautiful girls out there manage to do them day in and day out but quite frankly i cook i don't close. :) no wait now i sound awful, alls i know is it SUCKED :) i admire you all like an adoring dog show pony. i saw pirates of the caribean 2 this morgan and thought awesome awesome awesome BUT I DID NOT KNOW IT WAS A TO BE CONTINUED grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. ahhhhhhhrrrrwelllllll!!!! it was good all the same and the peeps i saw it with were just as awesome.
i am officially interested in all stuff that is interesting........ oh and funny.
so now that i am totally confused i've decided to speak of wonderous pastures that lie ahead of me after a not so FAB-U-LOUS week or so. i have the gym again tommorrow morgan at 8:30 bright and early a wonderous start to the day yay yay yay. I'm so glad i'm gyming again it's awesome i've been so lazy in the past month but guess what I'M BACK!! WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO step aside me and watch out for every other human being on the planet who goes to the gym and those who don't but still look FAB-U-LOUS!!! damn them damn them all, i mean they are probably very nice people........... who will probably need to rethink their finacial status's as soon as i'm done with them. ohhhh ohhh ohhh you should all totally feel my arms they're awesome i have some serious muscle tone that i happen to of forgotten about but like i said hello fitter me. :)
anyway yet again it's like 1 in the morgan and i should really catch some zzzzzz'sssssss BUT i can't help it i'm terrified i'll have nightmars about the appauling tea i had at maccas last night. $1.50 for CRAPOLA, A WHOLE CUP OF IT, A WHOLE CUP OF CRAPOLA ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IT WAS DISGUSTING I COULDN'T TAKE IT!!!! Therefore i now have a fear of sleeping and waking up in a huge pool of it. You know what? i shall be brave i shall survive i shall put my head on my pillow and dream of my earl of greylands.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm earl grey mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm slobber slobber
Current mood:  dorky
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